a guy in a frog mask just broke into my lecture and is casually catwalking down the stage
I got my first tattoo tonight and before I get the collection of omg, you’re going to regret this later, let me explain a few things. As most of my family and friends know I am a depression and anxiety patient. Ive had it my whole life, even as a kid I was surrounded with these dark and somber thoughts, the constant nagging of a worried mind. Now I’m at a time of my life where here I am trying to find myself, I have no medicine to stop these voices, and so its me and my constant dark cloud taking on the world. Sometimes I stop and think ok, there has to be a time where those thoughts were gone, where the storm was gone. I think of disney. I think of the birthday I spent at the happiest place on earth and the hours I have spent watching the prince get the girl and the heroes win all the important battles. Those castle walls represent more than one mans dream to animate a doodle of mouse. Within those walls anything is possible, no one is depressed or anxious, there are no personal limitations to hold anyone back. I want to live my life thinking like that, thinking I can be whomever I please and accomplish every dream I could ever have. Nothing will hold me back as long as I am in these castle walls.
I know this year has been hard. If you’re hurt then I’m hurt. I wont make it worse, I’m always in your corner
My baby now has 2 new back tires and brakes, along with fresh oil and all fluids and a perfectly clean bill of health 😍😊👍💗
Some final draft prints of my personal postcard. Its a weird feeling to put myself out there so much but im liking the final product.
Spending the day catching up on the car search and homework. Trying not to feel so hopeless about this.