Inspiring words from Marzia. (x)
Its impossible to explain how much the wonder years mean to me. Theyve pulled me out of so maby depressions and I relate to everything they sing. Soupy is so incredible and the things he says you can tell he means them. Ive seen him give speeches about how some bands dont treat women right and last night I saw him get emotional over headlibing a sold out show in his hometown. This band is everything.
Homeless shelter is transformed into 5-star restaurant, hot food and warm hearts all around. See the full video here.
Its sad to think about but after dating someone for a little less than a year I really thought I’d found my soul mate. Although there is a chance we can get back together, who knows.. I mean, I am not so slightly broken and miserable but we should discuss why the relationship failed. I am a person who likes to talk out immediate problems, handling problems immediately keeps me calm, there is no tension between people when conflicts are sat down and discussed. Nick was not like that, he would shut down the minute the talk would start and from there essentially refuse to talk to me until i apologized for bringing up any sort of drama. This would happen both in person and over text. Well it came to a time when I refused to apologize for wanting to discuss our problems and he didn’t like that. The fight was saturday night and through sunday he refused to speak to me. Now this scene is when I realized what my true problem in relationships is. I essentially “blew up” his phone. In multiple texts I told him that I was fine if he needed space but I just needed to know where we stood so I could calm down and leave him alone. He however did not respond and announced our break up over facebook without telling me a thing. Mature, I know. I know constantly texting him was ridiculous but you have to understand, I am a ridiculous person. I am so anxious and depressed all the time that I honestly need someone in a relationship who is willing to handle and be patient with that. For example, if you were dating someone who was paralyzed, you wouldn’t get mad at them for not being able to climb the stairs. Well if you are dating me, you cannot get mad at me for not being able to handle you be ignoring me for hours after a fight with not even 2 words to me. I am severely anxious and depressed, I’ve had anxiety attacks since kindergarten and have expressed depressed thoughts since 2nd grade. I am extreme case to say the least and yes it is a disability. I need someone who is willing to work with that. But even though I know that, I have never been more sad that my anxiety has ruined another thing in my life.
i physically cannot handle anything anymore. i don’t want to be here anymore. i don’t want to feel